Thursday, July 1, 2021
Saturday, June 26, 2021
So whats up ? Im HAPPY but NOT HAPPY
So its been a while peeps and I have some things to share and things I have learned during this 2020-21 seasons
and One of them is this -
Though things are opening up
Though things are getting back to normal
Though I dont have to wear a mask
Thousgh I can go to concerts and events again
Though I can hang with friends
Though "" say "" all is well go and enjoy life again
Well............... I am HAPPY and all but Im still not happy
for one it wasnt so bad having and excuse to not do anything and stay in and hide
But it actually fed my anxieties and issues
But THATS not the thing
See the thing is - Though I should be happy well I AM NOT .. at least not up to pre 2020 21 levels
Something just doesnt seem the same or feel right
For some reason I dont trust what (( THEY )) say
What they say about life safety health and what I need to do...
So in the next few weeks I will be talking about how to be HAPPY again but this time REAL HAPPY not HAPPY with a heavy feeling in my heart...
Stay tuned
PSRK
Friday, June 11, 2021
I apologise June 10 2021
been a long time since I posted anything I apologize to all of you out there I hope you're all doing well and I hope your anxiety and depression is under control if not stay tuned I promise to have more posts and more notes and more helpful antidotes
PSRK
still here June 10th 2021.
please email me with needs suggestions and prayer requests
depressionanxietygod@gmail.com
Wednesday, December 30, 2020
another rant from another person...add yours
“So it happened again last night . I knew it would . It’s actually been many months since the last one happened . I knew not to believe that it was over because although it wasn’t happening , I could still feel it’s shadow following me around day after day just waiting for the perfect situation to show it’s ugly head . And sure enough that it did last night as I sat on my couch waiting for my son to come home. One imagination after another is what opened the door to this demon from hell . And sure enough I was once again trapped in its web paralyzed by fear . Then finally I got the text and fear loosened its grip . I cried knowing it’s not over .. it will happen again one day . It’s so hard to skip through life knowing whats waiting for me around the bend . But I must keep going”
SJ
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