So whats up ? Im HAPPY but NOT HAPPY

So its been a while peeps and I have some things to share and things I have learned during this 2020-21 seasons and One of them is this - Though things are opening up Though things are getting back to normal Though I dont have to wear a mask Thousgh I can go to concerts and events again Though I can hang with friends Though "" say "" all is well go and enjoy life again Well............... I am HAPPY and all but Im still not happy for one it wasnt so bad having and excuse to not do anything and stay in and hide But it actually fed my anxieties and issues But THATS not the thing See the thing is - Though I should be happy well I AM NOT .. at least not up to pre 2020 21 levels Something just doesnt seem the same or feel right For some reason I dont trust what (( THEY )) say What they say about life safety health and what I need to do... So in the next few weeks I will be talking about how to be HAPPY again but this time REAL HAPPY not HAPPY with a heavy feeling in my heart... Stay tuned PSRK

I apologise June 10 2021

been a long time since I posted anything I apologize to all of you out there I hope you're all doing well and I hope your anxiety and depression is under control if not stay tuned I promise to have more posts and more notes and more helpful antidotes PSRK still here June 10th 2021. please email me with needs suggestions and prayer requests depressionanxietygod@gmail.com